Walking Zombie

I haven't slept in a week. A and I thought that we would be tricky and he would take care of nighttime feedings on Fridays and Saturdays while I slept. Well, X had an idea of his own. He has started refusing bottles of breastmilk and wants it direct from the source only. So, I have the joy of being woken from my sleep at 3:40 in the morning to a screaming newborn who wants to be fed. Not only that, but X doesn't like sleeping. So, if he doesn't sleep, we don't sleep. We are both almost delirious with sleep deprivation. I hear it gets better as the weeks go on, but Good Lord, I see no light at the end of this tunnel. zzzzzz...........