Happiness.....

X has started laughing and cooing more. We've started practicing how to sit up on the couch. He is doing so well. He can sit for 15 seconds with his back and head straight. All I have to do is hold his hands. Whenever he sits up, his eyes light up and he starts cooing really loudly and squealing with delight as he looks around. Sometimes he gets so excited, that he starts crying. There are so many new vantage points when you are itty bitty and you are viewing them for the first time.

I wish I could be that happy all of time. Every time I looked at something I would feel extremely excited, it would be like looking at it for the first time. I wish I could go back to that innocence. When I didn't know about hatred, bills, economic problems or how crappy life can be at times.

I can't wait to watch X explore the world and learn. To see him light up and know that he is truly happy.

Happiness is a baby boy.